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Old 10-08-2006, 15:06   #21
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Well.. I wrote this one in December.. It's about.. Well, just read it and tell me what you guys think it's about okay? Winner gets a kiss.. (or not, if he/she does not want to have one )

A black door

I walked out of a door tonight
A door to my dreams, and it's black
My feelings are empty, my hope is gone
You stole my dreams, why won't you take my life?

You walked out of my dream last month
You killed me - almost - , left me bleeding and freezing.
I'm empty, I can't feel nor think.
You left me and I don't think I will survive

That door to my dreams, it's so black now.
I'm feeling so empty and I'm feeling so cold.
All hope is gone, the memories fade.
You stole my dreams, why won't you take my life?

There are simply no tears
left in my eyes.
I stare up at the sky.
I look at you and smile.

Cause you took my dreams, but gave back my life.
You can take your love away, but you cannot stop mine.
You've decided to leave, but you'll never be gone.
The memory is always there.

But just like the way ice melts, do memories fade..
Don't they..?!

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Old 10-08-2006, 17:57   #22
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very Talented!.
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"No pertenezco a ninguna parte, soy extranjera en el mundo" Isabel Allende

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Old 10-08-2006, 18:27   #23
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Old 10-08-2006, 23:41   #24
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Thank you
you are very talented!.. right is the truth!.!!.. .. don`t be modest!..well..

check this:

the water is blue, the sky too..
the moon is white, the snow too..
im very cool and you too!

jajajajaja-- lol...lol... this is my poem!!!
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Old 11-08-2006, 18:52   #25
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Yeah.. Cool.. But I think I've read that one before, so not very original
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Old 11-08-2006, 18:58   #26
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lol. . yes ... i learn this poem in the kindergarden!.. i just wanna be funny .. but you are so deep!... ..im sorry..
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Old 16-08-2006, 15:24   #27
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Now I can see what I truelly meant to you
It seems as if nothing hurts me
But inside I feel so torn
Everything around me changes
But somehow I try to stay the same
And it hurts

I wish I could tell you how I really feel
But I know I will lose you again if I try
I wish I could show you what you truelly deserve
But I know you'd rather die than let me do that
And somehow I can't feel anymore
But that hurts

I wish I could tell you and know you'd feel the same
I wish I could live in dreams and never wake up
I wish I could stay in the past
Cuz my future seems so empty now
I wish I could show what it truelly means
To love

Nothing seems to matter now
When I picture you with him
I wish I still had a chance
But I know I lost you
Lost you for good this time
Lost you forever
In the haunting of my dreams

It hurts so much to think
It hurts so much to feel
I wish I could go numb again
You woke me up yesterday
Now you've killed me again
What is it with you and hurting me?

I wish I could show you my love



©Winkie - 16/08/06

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Old 16-08-2006, 16:19   #28
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Your poems are so sad but very beautiful. Do you write only when you are hurt or do you have any happy poems?
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Old 16-08-2006, 17:35   #29
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Sometimes when I'm happy, but most of the times when I'm sad or hurt or lonely, or something else that makes me feel depressed. It's a way to get rid of that feeling.. It doesn't always help, but it feels better to write it down, because then I won't have to carry it all with me..
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Old 16-08-2006, 17:58   #30
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omg !! Anne, that's so beautiful
here's for you
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Old 17-08-2006, 14:26   #31
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Thank you.. Well.. I think you know who it is about, right?
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Old 04-10-2006, 19:22   #32
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Right, I feel like writing but I don't know a subject.. Soo this is just something I'm thinking of.. I might be editing it a few more times, but hey.. I'm never satisfied (when it comes to writing, that is )

So here goes: (italic text is the translation)

Ik wilde dat ik je een keer kon vertellen
Hoezeer ik om je geef en hoe ik me voel van binnen
Ik wilde dat ik je een keer kon vertellen
Hoe erg het voelt alsof ik sterft

I wish I could tell you one time
How much I care about you and how I feel on the inside
I wish I could tell you one time
How bad it feels to die


Mijn longen lijken te verbranden in het licht
Mijn ogen zijn vervuld van duisternis
Schaduwen en duisternis verbergen mij nog steeds
Verbergen wat ik voel en wie ik werk'lijk ben

My lungs seem to burn in the light
My eyes are filled with darkness
Shadows and darkness still hide me
Hide what I feel and who I truelly am


Mijn lichaam lijkt te smelten in de zon
Mijn handen voelen niks
En liefde glipt als zand tussen mijn vingers door
Ontastbaar, onaanraakbaar, ongenaakbaar

My body seems to melt in sunlight
My hands can't feel a thing
And love is slipping in between my fingers, just like sand
I can't touch it, I can't feel it, I can't change it


En meer dan alles zie ik door verwrongen oogleden
Hoe alles om me heen lijkt te baden in het licht
Hoe jij lacht en speelt en vrijt met hem
Terwijl ik hier verborgen in de schaduw leef

And through distorted eyelids I can see
How everything around me bathes in light
How you laugh and play and sleep with him
While I live here hidden in the darkness


Ik klaag niet meer ik zeur niet meer
Ik aanvaard het nu in stilte
Als jij gelukkig bent vind ik het goed
En trek mij terug in de schaduwen

I won't complain no more, I won't nag no more
I can accept it and stay silent
When you're happy, I'm okay
And I will withdraw myself into the shadows


©Winkie

I don't have a good feeling about it.. But it's the best I can think of now.. :^)

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Old 04-10-2006, 19:28   #33
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En liefde glipt als zand tussen mijn vingers door
that's so beautiful Offtop:
it's one of the only sentence I understand without reading the translation


you're so lovely *pecks*
such a good writer
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Old 04-10-2006, 19:30   #34
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that's so beautiful Offtop:
it's one of the only sentence I understand without reading the translation
You're the best And your Dutch is pretty damn good, considering the fact that I hardly speak French at all

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you're so lovely *pecks*
such a good writer
I want to go back to writing stories but I don't know any subjects, and I don't have time -_-' Thanks to my lovely college who thinks it's "cool" to make us work till 3 o'clock in the morning, in order to do all our homework -_-'
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You're the best And your Dutch is pretty damn good, considering the fact that I hardly speak French at all
yay I know I'm too clever hehe you may don't speak french but I bet you know how to use your tongue *wiiiiink*

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Thanks to my lovely college who thinks it's "cool" to make us work till 3 o'clock in the morning, in order to do all our homework -_-'
omg!! it sucks
good luck beautiful, btw try to enter the Erasmus program and come to France, College here is just another word to say laziness loool (it depends of the studies of course)

kusjes sacht !!
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Old 04-10-2006, 19:54   #36
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yay I know I'm too clever hehe you may don't speak french but I bet you know how to use your tongue *wiiiiink*
I'm not answering that (A)

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omg!! it sucks
good luck beautiful, btw try to enter the Erasmus program and come to France, College here is just another word to say laziness loool (it depends of the studies of course)

kusjes sacht !!
Yeah it really sucks, but next year I'll do CMV, which is slightly different from the study I do now (right now is just an orientation year), and that rocks I'll go to Denmark for 3 months, and the studies are just way too easy I can't wait!

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I'm not answering that (A)
hehe, are you having fun under your shower? loool
please answer to this lil' question I'm just curious

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Yeah it really sucks, but next year I'll do CMV, which is slightly different from the study I do now (right now is just an orientation year), and that rocks I'll go to Denmark for 3 months, and the studies are just way too easy I can't wait!
it sounds like a good plan
if I don't change my orientation next year, I could go to Canada, Spain or England hehe so cool

doeidoei lekker ding Offtop:
I try to do my best to remember what you've learnt to me
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Old 05-10-2006, 07:44   #38
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How can I use my own tongue on myself? I'm sorry, but I don't reach that

And well.. I don't remember what I've learnt yuo, to be honest (A) Besides some small Dutch sentences..
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Short story

Het blijft donker om me heen. Soms betwijfel ik of het duister van buitenaf komt. Of van binnen in mij. Als ik mijn ogen sluit, voel ik niks anders dan koude, koele duisternis. Duisternis die mij langzaam naar zich toe trekt sinds die ene dag. Die ene seconde.
Als ik mijn ogen sluit, en ik probeer de mist die over mijn herinneringen hangt, weg te jagen, kan ik die ene dag herleven.
Een mooie, warme augustusmiddag. Een van die dagen waarop je de zomer kan ruiken. Zoet, geurend hooi, uitgestrekte weiden, omringd door bossen die langverzochte verkoeling brengen bij een vennetje.
Zo'n dag was het. Maar ik woon in een stad. In zo'n wijk met flatgebouwen zonder één stukje groen. Zo'n wijk waar de warmte blijft hangen tussen de gebouwen. Waar je 's middags niemand op straat ziet. Hij en ik hadden afgesproken in een garagebox, verkoeling zoekend. Uit de radio die we konden horen speelde "rock you baby", en het nummer leek perfect te passen bij de zomerhitte.
Ja, de dag startte goed. Toen had ik nog niet kunnen verwachten dat ik die avond verscheurd thuis zou komen, verlangend naar warmte en liefde. Dromend van klamme, dunne handen die tastend onder mijn kleren bewogen. Mijn schreeuw, vermoord in mijn keel.
Sinds die middag leef ik in de duisternis. Tastend glijden mijn vingers over mijn licht opbollende buik. "Victor", kreun ik, en ik breng de fles vodka naar mijn lippen. Liggend op mijn rug kijk ik naar de sterrenhemel. Mijn hand blijft op mijn buik liggen en ik voel het beginnende leven onder mijn vingers. Ik walg, ik wil dat leven niet. Ik wil het uit me, en ik wil hier weg.
Ver onder me hoor ik de auto's langs de flatgebouwen rijden. Niemand weet dat ik hier lig, op het dak. Ik glimlach en sta op. Enigzins waggelend door de vodka loop ik naar de rand. Als ik daar ben, loop ik door. Dood was ik toch al. Het kost maar een seconde om een leven te vernietigen.

©Winkie

It stays dark around me. Sometimes I doubt whether the darkness comes from the outside, or the inside of me. When I close my eyes, I feel nothing but cool, cold darkness. Darkness that keeps pulling myself towards it ever since that one day. Ever since that one second.
When I close my eyes, and I try to erase the smoke that's been clouded over my memories, I can relive that day.
A beautiful, hot August afternoon. One of those days where you can smell the summer. Sweet smelling hay, large pastures, surrounded by forrests that offer that coolness that you've been looking for, near a pond.
Yeah, the day started well. At that time I could not suspect that I'd come home destroyed that evening, looking for love and warmth. Dreaming of clammy, thin fingers that moved under my clothes in a searching way. My scream, killed in my throat.
Yeah, it was such a day. But I live in the city. In a neighbourhoud with appartment building without trees, gras, or anything. Such a neighbourhood where the warmth of the day stays 'till late in the evening. Where you don't see anyone on the streets in the afternoon. He and I wanted to meet in a basement, looking for some cold. We could hear a radio, playing "rock you baby". It seemed to fit in with this summerheat.
Ever since that afternoon, I've been living in darkness. My fingers are sliding over my slightly growing stomach. I moan "Victor", and I bring the bottle of Vodka to my lips again. I am laying on my back and I am watching the stars. My hand stays on my tummy and I can feel the life starting to grow underneath them. I feel disgusted. I don't want that life. I want it out of me, and I want to leave this place.
Far beneath me, I can hear the cars driving through the streets. Nobody knows I'm laying here, on the roof. I smile and get up. A little bit clumsy cuz of the vodka, I walk to the edge. When I get there, I walk on. I was dead already anyway. It only takes a second, to destroy a life.


©Winkie

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Old 10-10-2006, 22:21   #40
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Winkie, aaaaaaaawww your story is amazing
you're so talented, I'm a big fan

go on like this
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