oops .. it happened again

[Arwen]

Ok....here i go



Fly in your own filthy wind
Run away to choke in your own breath

Hoping this nightmare will be over….don’t follow me
Don’t look at me…
anguished nights tear the rest of me into pieces…for so long…
Why me…why you?
Just why?

You were always there…
However so distant…
no one has ever asked for you…
and I wonder…

Was I the only one?
Frustrated… overwhelmed
Cause unreal thoughts cross my mind…
When cold shivers run through me…

Taste…
Lick the unseen infection…
How does it feel to be like me?
Tell me cause my body needs to know…
Do you regret it?

Surrounded by everyone…
Walking away to some place I don’t know…
Nothing can be done…
My mistake was to be…

Thinking…
I Dig it with my own fingers….with my own pain
Your hole will be lost..
I’ll waste away your grave

Still…
I feel it…it’s over me..
why doesn’t it go away?
It’s heavy on my shoulders…I can’t take it anymore

Get away from there
Where laughter is silent
And sirens don’t sound…



Stop talking…
Voices keep drilling…
The walls are getting closer…
Just one more brick…


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[mir]

hey arwen!

AS i see it now you're realy hurt by some one....
But what i also deduce from this is that you're trying to get over it no matter what, but let it be soon...
I'm getting all "PinkFloyds the wall" with you....
but don't burry your self in grieve and certainly don't go building up that wall and if you do build a wall then make a door in it! So that people can reach you...
Good writing though!

MIR

[Arwen]

mir , how's everything doing?

well...yeah...i know...verrry, verrry known theme....almost wasted...but everybody hurts sometime, that's life.
About the "Pinkfloyds the wall"..i think they are pretty obvious ..jaja but good you noticed!! i don't write them on purpose, they just come to my mind.
and about your advice....thank you, i should have that in mind, cause you are right.
I'm glad you like the way I write!

by the way...are you the editor of "Crossing boundaries"?just wondering...cause i'm lost

[mir]

Originally posted by Arwen
mir , how's everything doing?
and about your advice....thank you, i should have that in mind, cause you are right.
I'm glad you like the way I write!

by the way...are you the editor of "crossing boundaries"? just wondering...cause i'm lost

Hey arwen!

I'm glad youre taking my advise
AS for about your writing: Youre welcome

And yes I am the editor of "crossing boundaries"
Why ask?

Ohh and by the way when builing a door in your wall, make sure it opens outwards......

[Arwen]

well i was just wondering...cause lena410 is the writer right? well...i think you are both doing a good job with that fic.

i think that maybe i should stop building that wall instead of building a door...