Now I can see what I truelly meant to you
It seems as if nothing hurts me
But inside I feel so torn
Everything around me changes
But somehow I try to stay the same
And it hurts
I wish I could tell you how I really feel
But I know I will lose you again if I try
I wish I could show you what you truelly deserve
But I know you'd rather die than let me do that
And somehow I can't feel anymore
But that hurts
I wish I could tell you and know you'd feel the same
I wish I could live in dreams and never wake up
I wish I could stay in the past
Cuz my future seems so empty now
I wish I could show what it truelly means
To love
Nothing seems to matter now
When I picture you with him
I wish I still had a chance
But I know I lost you
Lost you for good this time
Lost you forever
In the haunting of my dreams
It hurts so much to think
It hurts so much to feel
I wish I could go numb again
You woke me up yesterday
Now you've killed me again
What is it with you and hurting me?
I wish I could show you my love
©Winkie - 16/08/06
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