[Winkie]

Ok trying to think of a new one

I can't

I can't really tell
Who I am these days
I can't really know
Why I feel this way

I have to say I'm sorry
For hurting ev'ryone
I have to say I care
Because somehow I still do

But I hate myself
And I hate my life
And I hate my feelings
And I hate these days

And I feel like I should draw with blood
And I feel like I should care way less
And I feel like I should quit this life
And I feel like I should stop right now

But I know
I know
I can't

I can't feel
I can't go numb
I want to feel ice
I want to feel ice flow over my wrists

But I can't
I can't do anything
Am I just another failure?
Am I just another loser?

And I can't tell you
Just how much I care
And I can't tell you
Just how bad I feel

And I can't
I can't do anything right
Cuz I can't
I can't tell you who I truly am

And I feel so bad
For hurting you like I did
And I feel so screwed
You hurt me more than anyone else

But I feel so good
When I imagine you're here
And I feel so bad
When I wake up and my bed is empty

And all the time I imagine you're here
And all the time my bed stays empty
And all the time I know you're with him
But all these times I just want you here

But you can't
And I can't
You're not here
You don't care

And I can't tell you just how much I care
And you can't tell me cuz you don't care
And I want to love kiss touch feel taste you right now
But I can't
I just can't see the truth

©Winkie

Offtop:
And Nais, this one was inspired by your userpic The "I can't see"-part.. Just wanted to let you know.