i know,
denial - odd isn't it?
like i said, i've loved my best friend for three, almost four years now. and yes, i have a girlfriend - a situation which prompts a lot of my rambling nowadays. my girlfriend is great - i truly do care for her and i love her - but i also have this thing with my best friend. and i don't know if i'm just being stupid and refusing to let go of something that will never happen or if i should tell her and see where it goes. i mean, either way i'm gonna end up hurting myself and one or both of them - which is why i haven't done anything about it, just write and ramble.
thank you both
