thanks
Parrish!
it's confusing to be me right now. my best friend keeps putting up these away messages that stupid me can't help but apply to myself (even though there's probably no way they're aimed at me) and they do nothing but fuel the feeble but firm hope that she might actually feel something for me. but most of me is sure she doesn't - i'm just making myself believe it.
that reminds me - i wrote another short poem-y thing on this same wavelength...maybe i'll post it.
EDIT: poem is posted now - called 'Not For Me'.
amikana