Well, if you aren't inspired....you just aren't inspired. And you should certainly write about things that you want to write about.
You'll be missed though. Your prison fic that you posted here was brilliant, and one of my all time favorite tatu fics.
I hope that you'll at least let us know when you are writing other types of fan fics, and where we can find them. (Why do I suspect that there will be a Matrix fan fic coming from you?
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And please keep sharing those wonderful, powerful poems you write. You have an amazing way of getting intense emotions across with just a few words.
Parrish