amikana
08-12-2003, 17:37
watch me -
as i swirl about
in this cloud of confusion
drawing the hapless to me
with my pointless rambling.
little do they know
the harm they may encounter
while entangled with me -
for i can trap all
even the unknowing
and mold them into
my fog of fucked up feelings.
beware my rambling -
do not take heed of what i may or may not say,
don't read too far into me
i'm not that deep.
i'm as obvious as they come
but *you'd* never know that, would *you*?
if only i had the strength
to convert *you* from the unknowing -
but there's too many other pieces of the puzzle,
other fragments to my broken world.
i just can't risk trying to reconstruct a part of me
when i know it will cause the rest to crash down.
so watch me now -
as i continue to swirl about
heavy-hearted and haunted
in my haven of hazy emotions,
yet torturously translucent -
unwillingly open to those who wished to see.
all *you'd* have to do is open *your* eyes
and look past my flimsy attempt at hiding
to see what *you* must have guessed lies within.
i was rambling earlier this morning in response to some stuff that's been going on lately with me. i won't go into detail, just that the 'you' in my poem, isn't aimed at my g/f but at my best friend, the girl i've been in love with for almost three years now and who hasn't got a clue. [rolls eyes] if for some odd reason you want more backstory, go to my lj *see sig for address*
anyway though, that's that. if you like it cool if not, that's alright too. either way, leave me something! :)
amikana
as i swirl about
in this cloud of confusion
drawing the hapless to me
with my pointless rambling.
little do they know
the harm they may encounter
while entangled with me -
for i can trap all
even the unknowing
and mold them into
my fog of fucked up feelings.
beware my rambling -
do not take heed of what i may or may not say,
don't read too far into me
i'm not that deep.
i'm as obvious as they come
but *you'd* never know that, would *you*?
if only i had the strength
to convert *you* from the unknowing -
but there's too many other pieces of the puzzle,
other fragments to my broken world.
i just can't risk trying to reconstruct a part of me
when i know it will cause the rest to crash down.
so watch me now -
as i continue to swirl about
heavy-hearted and haunted
in my haven of hazy emotions,
yet torturously translucent -
unwillingly open to those who wished to see.
all *you'd* have to do is open *your* eyes
and look past my flimsy attempt at hiding
to see what *you* must have guessed lies within.
i was rambling earlier this morning in response to some stuff that's been going on lately with me. i won't go into detail, just that the 'you' in my poem, isn't aimed at my g/f but at my best friend, the girl i've been in love with for almost three years now and who hasn't got a clue. [rolls eyes] if for some odd reason you want more backstory, go to my lj *see sig for address*
anyway though, that's that. if you like it cool if not, that's alright too. either way, leave me something! :)
amikana