Genderbender

[Kappa]

Why is it that I look down and feel disgusted?
Is my soul wrong, did my mom mess up?
Where did I took a bad turn, why was I one of a thousand?
And why did you, lord, decide to leave me on my own?

And I feel upon my shoulders the weight of the choice of my comfortableness, unsettling my young legs and inmature mind, tears dripping down my face as the ghost of obvious things laughs itself silly at my denial.
"I told you so!" Buffoon.

Torn. I want to see my gender.
Just directions, that's all I ask.


*****

Pfft. :/

[parrish122]

*hugs you*

Not an easy road for you, I know.

The writer in me says that this gets a *lot* of emotion across in just a few short lines. That's something you do quite well, actually.

And the friend/family part of me wants to say that I'm more than willing to listen, and I hope I can help.

Parrish

[Lena410]

*hugs*

This has to be hard on you.

It's very thick with emotion. Very well written.

If you want to talk then I'm also willing to listen. *sad smile*

[Kappa]

*Smiles.* Thanks, guys. You can help, but in the time being, I dunno how yet.

[volvovolkova]

Awe... I understand what you're going through... Even though I cannot be with you in person... It's the thought that counts... You'll make it through this time in your life... Do not what you think is right. Do what you 'know' is right...

-SteL

[warx]

me giving u a BEAR HUG.....:)
i knw you'll be fine DARJE....:p

[guesshoo]

nice work darje, your words spell pain.
best wishes sweetie.