Emptiness

[parrish122]

I want to speak.
I need to tell you how I feel.
But the words get stuck in my throat
and I choke on the silence.

But even if I screamed
until my vocal cords exploded.
You couldn't hear me anyway,
You are as deaf as I am dumb.

Only emptiness remains.
At least it replaces all the pain.

Parrish
8/28/03

[prostrel]

Parrish, I really like this one. Just few lines but they are full of feelings. I got the feeling that you are about to burst. And that your feelings are so strong that they choke you. So you prefer emptiness instead of pain? I`m not sure which one I would choose. Pain at least makes me feel I`m alive.

[parrish122]

Depends on the moment. Usually I'd agree with you that at least the pain lets you know you are alive. But sometimes the pain can be overwhelming.

Parrish

[warx]

may i ask parrish....y r u in pain?
i mean...u hve someone that luvs u very much....:)

[PoisonousTruth]

Short, but so full of emotion. Sometimes you don't have to say much to get what you're feeling out.

[parrish122]

<sigh> Yes Warx, I am. But it's nothing I won't survive. Sometimes I fall into depressions for no reason at all. Just yesterday, when I wrote that, I'd had the bad luck of not being able to talk to anybody that I normally would have talked to.

Plus I'm fairly sure one person was avoiding me, and that hurt.

So I, as usual, wrote about it.

And thank you PT. As great a writer as you are, any praise from you is valued highly. :)

Parrish

[prostrel]

Originally posted by parrish122
But sometimes the pain can be overwhelming.

Yes, you are right. We have our limits and everyone`s bowl has a rim.