Dees
27-04-2003, 05:23
Last night I became Very bored while on this forum. So, I started wrighting songs. They aren't about my life, I wrote about the first thing that came into my head! I have made two so far. The first one is called "PIE". I'm not going to post it because it has alot of prfanities in it. If you want to see It pm me.
Anyway, I showed the second one, I call "Suicide Line" to some peeps on this forum, alot of them said that I should post it.
So, here is "Suicide Line", tell me what you think:
I’m the quiet one tonight, thinking about all that’s right,
What I’ve done and who gives a fuck, none care, they fucking suck!
All wrapped up in what they’re doing, No one even sees me moving,
Out the door, into the lot, that’s where my mind began to plot,
Jump, onto the suicide line, I’m done wasting everyone’s time,
If I had three lives to live, none I’d keep and three I’d give,
After this, all is done, no more pain, No frustration!
It falls, the darkness falls on me, might be the last words I breathe!
My mind begins to think about, why I always feel left out,
Images of horrors past, can’t forget the pain that lasts,
On into my drowsy dreams, dreams I know would make you scream,
But I’m the only screaming voice, that now decides it has no choice,
Jump onto the suicide line, I’m done wasting everyone’s time,
If I had three lives to live, none I’d keep and three I’d give,
After this, all is done, no more pain, No frustration!
It falls, the darkness falls on me, might be the last words I breathe!
I want something that’s fast a quick, don’t want to live, be fucking sick,
No pills or drugs, it’s not for me, maybe I could use LSD,
Fuck the drugs, their not the same, once you take them you feel pain.
With drugs I might still stay about, no guarantee I’ll make it out!
Jump onto the suicide line, I’m done wasting everyone’s time,
If I had three lives to live, none I’d keep and three I’d give,
After this, all is done, no more pain, No frustration!
It falls, the darkness falls on me, might be the last words I breathe!
So what is left, jump off the roof, blow my brains out, suffocate the truth,
The only thing that’s wrong with me is my never-ending ability,
To remember, never forget, it is my mind that I regret
So let’s go with the easiest, Just blow them out, fuck all the rest
Jump onto the suicide line, I’m done wasting everyone’s time,
If I had three lives to live, none I’d keep and three I’d give,
After this, all is done, no more pain, No frustration!
It falls, the darkness falls on me, might be the last words I breathe!
What day? What day? Should be tomorrow, no more weeks of fucking sorrow,
I’ll end this pain and end this life, it’s what I want, for me its right!
I’ll just go up to our cabin, grab the gun that I just happen,
To have on my dorm room floor, under my bed, beside the door.
Jump onto the suicide line, I’m done wasting everyone’s time,
If I had three lives to live, none I’d keep and three I’d give,
After this, all is done, no more pain, No frustration!
It falls, the darkness falls on me, might be the last words I breathe!
Now I see the morning sun, my brightest day has just begun,
All that they found was wrong with me, won’t mean a thing, I will be free
Will they recall my troubled face when I erase all the mistakes?
Oh well, I do not care no more, walk out my room and close the door.
Jump onto the suicide line, I’m done wasting everyone’s time,
If I had three lives to live, none I’d keep and three I’d give,
After this, all is done, no more pain, No frustration!
It falls, the darkness falls on me, might be the last words I breathe!
I park right at the cabins edge, time to rejoice, this is the end.
Grabbed the gun, it’s on my scalp, closed my eyes………
Clicking, ticking, in my head, all that I see now it red,
All the thoughts that plagued my mind, suddenly are left behind!
Jump onto the suicide line, I’m done wasting everyone’s time,
If I had three lives to live, none I’d keep and three I’d give,
After this, all is done, no more pain, No frustration!
It falls, the darkness falls on me, these are the last words I breathe!
Anyway, I showed the second one, I call "Suicide Line" to some peeps on this forum, alot of them said that I should post it.
So, here is "Suicide Line", tell me what you think:
I’m the quiet one tonight, thinking about all that’s right,
What I’ve done and who gives a fuck, none care, they fucking suck!
All wrapped up in what they’re doing, No one even sees me moving,
Out the door, into the lot, that’s where my mind began to plot,
Jump, onto the suicide line, I’m done wasting everyone’s time,
If I had three lives to live, none I’d keep and three I’d give,
After this, all is done, no more pain, No frustration!
It falls, the darkness falls on me, might be the last words I breathe!
My mind begins to think about, why I always feel left out,
Images of horrors past, can’t forget the pain that lasts,
On into my drowsy dreams, dreams I know would make you scream,
But I’m the only screaming voice, that now decides it has no choice,
Jump onto the suicide line, I’m done wasting everyone’s time,
If I had three lives to live, none I’d keep and three I’d give,
After this, all is done, no more pain, No frustration!
It falls, the darkness falls on me, might be the last words I breathe!
I want something that’s fast a quick, don’t want to live, be fucking sick,
No pills or drugs, it’s not for me, maybe I could use LSD,
Fuck the drugs, their not the same, once you take them you feel pain.
With drugs I might still stay about, no guarantee I’ll make it out!
Jump onto the suicide line, I’m done wasting everyone’s time,
If I had three lives to live, none I’d keep and three I’d give,
After this, all is done, no more pain, No frustration!
It falls, the darkness falls on me, might be the last words I breathe!
So what is left, jump off the roof, blow my brains out, suffocate the truth,
The only thing that’s wrong with me is my never-ending ability,
To remember, never forget, it is my mind that I regret
So let’s go with the easiest, Just blow them out, fuck all the rest
Jump onto the suicide line, I’m done wasting everyone’s time,
If I had three lives to live, none I’d keep and three I’d give,
After this, all is done, no more pain, No frustration!
It falls, the darkness falls on me, might be the last words I breathe!
What day? What day? Should be tomorrow, no more weeks of fucking sorrow,
I’ll end this pain and end this life, it’s what I want, for me its right!
I’ll just go up to our cabin, grab the gun that I just happen,
To have on my dorm room floor, under my bed, beside the door.
Jump onto the suicide line, I’m done wasting everyone’s time,
If I had three lives to live, none I’d keep and three I’d give,
After this, all is done, no more pain, No frustration!
It falls, the darkness falls on me, might be the last words I breathe!
Now I see the morning sun, my brightest day has just begun,
All that they found was wrong with me, won’t mean a thing, I will be free
Will they recall my troubled face when I erase all the mistakes?
Oh well, I do not care no more, walk out my room and close the door.
Jump onto the suicide line, I’m done wasting everyone’s time,
If I had three lives to live, none I’d keep and three I’d give,
After this, all is done, no more pain, No frustration!
It falls, the darkness falls on me, might be the last words I breathe!
I park right at the cabins edge, time to rejoice, this is the end.
Grabbed the gun, it’s on my scalp, closed my eyes………
Clicking, ticking, in my head, all that I see now it red,
All the thoughts that plagued my mind, suddenly are left behind!
Jump onto the suicide line, I’m done wasting everyone’s time,
If I had three lives to live, none I’d keep and three I’d give,
After this, all is done, no more pain, No frustration!
It falls, the darkness falls on me, these are the last words I breathe!